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Sunday, September 17, 2006

argh so tired. doing my assignment's readings now.
and my topic is on student-centred learning environments(SCLE).
piles of readings to be done. argh.
luckily i have this blog to spit my complaints to.
honestly, i feel that no matter how much u structure ur LE,
if u cant build a gd rapport w ur students,
they stil wun listen to u.
ya rite, students r the mighty 'customers' now.
bleh..

hmm i seriously think that i have changed n no longer feel that depressed.
juz suddenly felt a change of my emotions, though i dun exactly know what was i depressed abt previously。
im feelin much more stable n feel more 踏实 now。
juz suddenly '豁然开朗' abt life, perhaps.
felt something let off my chest.
i realised tht i shd learn to let go of negativity n appreciate the good things in my life,
esp not to lament abt every single thing that pass by my life.
previously, i was so eager to know whether will happiness or my right 1 ever reach me, n felt so passive n -ve tht i will nvr meet 1.
only then i realised, i will n i definitely will.
cause i wan n i deserve to be happy.
most importantly, happiness doesnt only consist of love.
if i nvr attempt to start openin my closed door,
1 thing for sure, happines wil nvr come.
it will only dawn upon me if i hold faith to it.
n im sure, hapiness only lies in ur own hands, n only u urself can fight for it.
haha sense of relief empowerin me.
frm nw on, i will embrace life with much more optimism n learn to appreciate the goodness of life.
no1 can stop me.. heh..
Tears are there to protect my heart.
When tears finally run dry, my heart will be calm and quiet.
Feeling clear inside,I will be left with the transpicuous sense of being blessed with life.
So, I will look for beautiful things around me, and start to appreciate the inner beauty and its worth.
And I had finally found a hope, a hope to move on.

till then, i shd cont to wrk on my assignment now.
1000 wrds, wish me luck.. =)

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