Monday, August 21, 2006
there's only so much one can bear.
no1 else can understd the misery in my heart.
mayb im tired, both physically n mentally.
it hurts when sadness has to be forcibly overlain with happiness.
it hurts when u know u cant fight against fate.
it hurts when u know u can do nothing abt it.
it hurts when u know the reality.
it hurts when u know u cant control ur emotions.
it hurts to know that you have never been less-than-rational b4.
it hurts, it really hurts alot.
it hurts the most when u realised that the only way out is to let go.
it hurts...
but i promise to do myself this favour, n i believe i will.
even if it bleeds, i will only allow the blood to flow silently, within me,
without any trace to be noticed..
任我出去任我飞
游荡两日又重踏这地。
没有牵挂就会死
难道我灵魂被你收起？
自己都管不了自己，
太多错误经已因你起。
我都知，再找你，
连幸福都要放弃。。
其实你有多好，
到别处碰不到，
至令我重返这条路。（
美丽到危险的程度）。
临近晚节不保，
却行到这一步，
难道天空海阔再无芳草？（沿路的山丘已化成焦土）
愿我可以学会放低你，
就让我重头来过物色新知已。
望着你的脸如山水一般优美，
要走的我总企在原地。
愿我可以绝到踢走你，
但是我如何能拒绝张开的臂。
自问我可以赢你，
但喜欢输给你。
犹像你亲于我自己，
我怎可以一刀切下来，
亲手伤你？
我只可以将心割下来
亲手给你。。。
loved at 1:12 AM
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